Naturally Rejected

"So, as of late, I've been feeling a strong sense of rejection from others. And it doesn't necessarily have a basis, this feeling. I can't really explain it, but I feel as if I'm detaching from most everyone I know and I'm just drifting off into nothingness. A loner without a desire to be a loner, really. As if...just for me being me, I'm incapable of getting along with others. Like, as of late, I feel like I've gotten a few crappy deals. And I've been lied to and stood up. And because of these things, I've expressed myself accordingly. I've said I'm not interested in certain deals because they're bad. And I've said I'm hurt by certain friends because of the ways that they've wronged me. And for that, I have the sensation that I'm wrong for doing so, when in reality, (pause) I know I'm right. My friends, or, what was once friends, choose a path of... acceptance. Suggesting that everything is completely fine and dandy when I feel strongly it's not. Going along the flow just because the flow is easy to comply with, not because the flow is actually going in the right direction. If you know what I mean, please let me know, please tell me you get this. It's amazing that in a world of over 6 billion people, you can feel so alone. That's strange because I'm sitting right next to my wife. Chalk it up to an imbalance of brain chemicals. Good night."

- The video in its entirety Naturally Rejected is a video uploaded onto the OnisionSpeaks channel. Onision did not provide a description specific to the video itself and turned the comment section off, rendering almost a decade of published comments invisible.

Miscellaneous

 * This video is an interesting juxtaposition to the events of 2019-2020.
 * While Onision's aging is generally not overtly noticeable over the years, it can be plainly seen in this particular video how much younger he looked at 24.